sowam budax dan mamat !

dulu kan .. ade sowam budax ni . dye minat kat sowam mamat ni . tp pada hakikat nye budax ni tao yg mamat ni da berpunye . walaupun budax ni tao tp budax ni still admire kat mamat ni . lame glew budax ni simpan rase uh lam aty .cam lagu 'cynta lam aty' . tp skunk Tuhan da bg CYNTA kat budax ni . budak ni still lg admire mamat uh.. sbb budax ni ase suatu ari nnty dye akan jumpe gak ngn mamat uh . budax ni bhgie ngn CYNTA dye uh . tp budax ni kompius sal dye ade rase lagy kat mamat uh sedangkan dye da berpunye n same goes to the mamat . bile budax uh slow lupekan mamat uh.. one day , Tuhan takdir kan budax ni terjumpe budax uuh .. budax ni suke sgt ! tp lam aty budax uh sedyh sbb awex mamat uh pom ade skali . tp hakikat nye budax uh leh nampak yg mamat uh cam ade konflik ngn awex dye . budax uh bukanlah nak bergembire atas kesedihan org lain . tp budax uh ase dye masih ade peluang na dpt kan mamat uh . sampaikan budax uh lupe dye da berpunye . sape la yg ta suke bile mamat yg kite crush selame setahun ade depan mate . ditakdirkan lagy yg budax uh gaduh ngn pakwe dye . tbe2 Tuhan takdir kan lagy mamat uh mula cakap ngn budax uh . berbunge aty budax uh . bile lame2 dyeowam kawan . satu ary budax uh sedar yg sampai ble dyeowam skadar kawan . n sampai bile dyeowam na maen2 perasaan camtu sampai ramai yg tertipu . satu malam uh . mamat uh luahkan perasaan dye kat budax uh . antra sedar n ta budax uh saat uh .. happy plus plus ! tp happy uh ta tahan lame sbb budax uh ta caye kat mamat uh . pelik kan . kite bules ta caye kat owam yg kite minat ! but tu lah yg budax uh rase saat uh .

budax uh pikir 'bules ke dye percayekan mamat uh ?' no wonder la lao budax uh still ta caye kan kat mamat uh . sbb mamat uh penah ctew kat dye how mamat uh memanipulasikan girls sbelom ni . so budax uh tanak jd story yg sterus nye ! hurmm . fenimkan ? bydax uh ambil keputusan tuk berbaik2 ngn pakwe dye . then next nyte . mamat uh kol budax uh . mamat uh ckp dye ryndu kat budax uh . tp budax uh lam dilema . sbb budax uh suke mamat uh n mula syg pom . n budax uh pom pk sal pakwe dye yg da byk epy kan hidup dye . still skunk budax uh ta contact ngn mamat uh . sbb masih terkeliru . patot ke budak uh trus kan ase syunx dye kat mamat uh sedang kan mamat uh masih in relationship ngn awex dye ???? ):

BESTIES LIKE PIE ;)

we're said to be TWIN :) hehe ..might be but she's pretty than me .. for sure ! hehe ..

this gang is prayed to be together until death do us apart .. love this gang more than myself (:

ana . eyna . me . iman . aleff . remy . apis . aaja . putt . syah . mirol

laughing with all of u just give me comfort (;

this line of FRIENDSHIP will last forever .

lucky isn't mine ):

the world seem not right these days .. having conflict with him is such a hardest thing that i need get through .. hopefully i still can paid attention in class .. got my result for TOV is such a scary moment .. its became nightmare of mine .. losing the pieces of my 'love' puzzle is hurting me  alot .. i just didn't got the flow of my own mind .. i feel like i'm losing in the dark wardrobe .. alone .. loneliness .. quiet .. scary .. full of tears .. i want to get this right but it doesn't seem working  .. i still working on it .. hopefully it show succes !

loving you is the highlight in my need-to-do list ..missing you is the most important thing to do every single day .. leaving you is never dropped into my mind .. having you in my life is the best thing i have .. to be with you on our date is the sweetest thing that i need it more .. staring at ur face is what i adore to do .. making you smile is my hobby .. heard you laugh is my melody .. walking with you is my exercise .. chit chat with you about nonsense is the funniestt thing that i really adore to do .. to listen to your voice is what i'm addicted to do ..

long long walk !

arini punye la awal aq bgoon .. tanpe memandi kan dri ku yg sememangnye mlas mndi .. kazen aq ajak aq g umah nenek aq .. hahaha .. gosok gg bereh ! hahaha ... bkn sokmo aq wat gtu .. skali skale je .. lepak kat kalangan owam yg ta memandi kan dri masing2 ! hahahha ... adusss ! malu eh my sour nmpak .. patu duk soam umah ase cam owam gile pom ade .. seb baex kazen aq yg mushuxx uh ade .. leh laa wt teman berbicare .. hahaha .. taex ayat ! punye laa musann an .. aq g lepak uma dye plakk kat KDN ..heee ~ lepak2 smpai kawan kpd kazen aq ni ajak ye kuor .. aq sebekk sekoe duk uma ye teman abg kazen aq uh date .. hahaha ! *depan uma jeee ... klakoe laaa .. patu aq kol my SOUR suh amekk .. fuhhh dye punye bagushh an .. amek aq ngn jln kaki .. na kate jaoh uh leh thn ah .. tp ta ase jaoh plak !! hehehehehehehe ~ bese laaa .. sdirix mau engat ye .. smpai hospital aq jln kaki 3 owam .. hahaha klaka tu leh tahan ah .. lenguh uh lg laa leh than .. btw ! i lovu u my SOUR ! mwahcs ~~

iloveyoumorethanyouwillever (:

hurmmm ..akher nya .. baek la jugop aq nun ye .. hahahah .. klakar laa gaduh nun ye ...malam ni g pasar malam then lepak kat hot plate 'spot' .. perghh sedakk mknnan situ .. obakk aq na stop by agy pasni .. skunk ni aq ase kesunyian n kebusanan gila babas ! haha ...... sngguh pom .. nob texting adop kedit .. nob chat adop owam .. ryndu se !! na jumpe meh !!!! hurmmm menonton la pulokk !

bad day !

ary nyh mmg nyesal gile g skool ! da la dtg nun mood yg ta sberape nak ade .. huh ! tensyen2 ! aq tanak gaduh nun kao tp at least paham laa prasaan aq .. aq nyh jenis cepat trase .. wlaopom aq tao owam tu ta berniat na saked kam aty aq tp aq still trase nun owam tu .. da tao aq cmni , takan tade rasional lasom na pujuk aq balek ?? lantak ah owam yg bace blogger aq nyh ckp aq nyh ngader tahap tenuuk skali pom .. tp aq tetap nak suh kao pujuk aq .. susah sgt ke ? bg aq laa .. na pujuk aq tayah laa smpay nak beli gift ke given flower ke ? aq tanak n ta hingin mnde uh sume .. juz hargai prasaan aq .. at least say sorry !! it doesn't cost a millionn ringgit pom .. huhu ! aq maseh leh maaf kan kau lao kau ta wat aq sampay mcm ni terase ! hurmmm ikot pnday laa .. lao kau pk aq value tuk kao .. kau boleh text aq .. lao ta tu .. aq paham laa tu .. :'( ................. story kat skool plakk .. tadi aq nun niat nak study pai .. then buku pai ta bawak pom so aq pom pinjam laa nun mirol .. pastu abue amek dr aq .. bawak pg klaz dye .. nota 'toyol' miro ade kat dlm .. sblum turun smayang td mirol mitakk .. pastu tade 'toyol' uh kat dlm .. aq ase guilty gile baby ah ! aq nak carik tp abue da tulun carik kan .. aq pom wat slamberk ! then aq napak mirol masuk .. aq dgn niat baek aty tye laa dye .. jumpe tak 'toyol' uh .. then dye dgn muke marah ckp "mnde mu ???" ... aq da la ngah ase besalah an .. ase na nges .. than je laa aer mate bertakung ni .. hurmmm .. tulis laa 'toyol' aq plakk .. aq ctew kat iman .. pastu iman ckp tape .. aq pom da lupekan mnde uh wlaopom maseh bekok lam aty .. then g toilet kat lab .. turun uh .. jumpe nick nun parah .. nick ni mmg ta puas aty kuut nun aq sbb sjak kbelakangn ni aq ta rapat mane nun dorang sbb aq rapat nun sek aaja .. aq ta salah kan dyye sbb mmg aq da jaoh dr dorang tp ade sbb .. sbb nye kelas yg jaoh then aq ase ta petim pom aq nyh kat dowam !! dowam g mane2 penah ta ajk aq ???? ta penah .. aq nyh sendirik .. sek2 tu laa yg support aq opmo .. bkn bawu skali ni nick kabo gtu ke aq .. tp myop kali dos .. aq sgt2 trase .. nun muke thn nanges aq sound nick balikk .!

NICK : sara dop kwn dos nun kiter leni !
AQ : mnde nickk ? kalu saie tamoo kwn nun awokk .. saie ta ckp dos nun awk skunk ! saie ta tulun dos ator adios yg paih bg tu kat awk !
NICK sengih2 !
IMAN : bkn gtu nick ! sara ni ramai kwn so tolong laa paham dye skit !

ta ke dye paham yg aq ni ade perasaan !!!!! aq saked + sadis ngat ary nyh ! da la masalah aq nun dye ta selesai lagy .. aq tatau pe kesudahan story nyh ! maybe never end !! maybe ! hurmm .. then aq tatau nape aq tetibe nges ! taleh na tahan sebakk kwn2 wat gniy ! tahan nun trase aty nun mirol agy ! aq ase cam owam ta penah paham pe yg aq ase !!

ape salah aq ??

sleep over uma tok one mmg besh ! tmbah plak ngn kegilaan 2 kazen aq yg da mmg gilaa .. tp yg ta besh .. aq cam ad prob je nun dye .. aq tatau .. smalam dye ade ckp .. yg ayah dye baru balek soo taleh msj .. aq redho ..then ari nyh .. aq tatau pe salah aq sampai satu msj pom dye ta eply .. then aq tunggu dye kat pantai 2jam .. tgop org lain ade pasangan .. just aq je yg duk sowam2 atas motow ! mcm owam bodoh !! msj aq taleh eply ! msj ekah boleh plakk eply .. sape aq untuk kau ?? aq ade perasaan !! jgn layan aq gniy .. betol ke keputusan aq tuk kapel nun kau ?? menyesal ke aq kalao kau layan aq mcm ni ?? bodoh ke aku kalao aq masih sayunx kao ?? aq manusia yg ade perasaan .. sejujur nye aq sedih saat aq tulis post ni .. aq tahan sebak kat tepi pantai .. aq tanak nanges depan owam lain .. seandainya kau bace blog aq saat ni ! AKU NAK KAU TAO BAHAWA AQ LAH MANUSIA PALING SEDIH !! :'( hanye tuhan tao betape aq syunk kao .. sejujurnye aq ta sanggup rase mcm ni !!! saked ! :'(

its doesn't go well ! ):

dizzy ! very dizzy .. i got gastrix last nite n greatfully that i'm oredi got over it this morning ! n noe i'm ALONE ! annoying to myself n i'm get sick of it .. sometime i'm jealous to see my cousin is on her date ..dun knoe why but for sure i'm stil missing my SOUR ! hurmmm ... where he is ?? he was too busy to me next to me .. n me ?? oredi get use to it ! yup ! i hope this situation is not gonna stay like this coz its doesn't work up for our relationship .. i dun want to bumbling bout this coz i have to understand him .. when i said yes * to be his sweet ... so i have to get along with him .. not arguing about something that doesn't seem critical .. hate this feeling ! ):

exam !!!

owosss ! hot topics => exam ... hahhah ... almost a week exam n evrything going very well .. act not very well coz tomorrow i'll sit for my killer subj .... add math .. wish that i can skip that paper so i dun have to pretend like i'm good at it cozz for sure i'm not .. hahah :D who has created add math in this world ?? if i knoe who does . i will ask him/her why must we learn that .. are we use that in daily life ?? i dun think soo .. are we cook with add math ?? are we wash our clothes with add math ? add math just make my life complicated .. ahahah ... ukeh .. now i'm going to prepare for my paper tomorrow .. wish me luck ~ (:

:'(

adusss ! sadis weys .. aq tamoo gniy .. sguh aq tamoo .. gaduh pasal owam lain .. hurmmm .. aq akui mmg lao aq pom aq trase gop tp seikhlas aty aq syunx ye .. bkn men2 !! aq ta penoh tipu ye .. mmg mase tu aq kompius .. tp takan laa aq nak trime nicholas .. dos laa bkn islam .. nakal nop mapuh plokk uh .. aq penoh ckp kat dye yg aq dop sedia ..aq ate gtu sbb aq ta pasti agy mase tu .. bile aq nob ate yg aq syunx ye .. ye plokk ate yg ye takot wat aq sedyh .. aq pom ta gtao ye yg aq syunx sampai laa satu ary tu dop ahu bakpe aq dop malu ngat ... doppasa kabo aq syunx ye .. tp mmg aq syunx ye ... tp akpe susoh ngat nob suh owam caye ke iter ?? hurmmm sadis !! :'( .. ketahuilah bahawa aku sayang kamoo !!!! =.='

again again again

arini tired sesangat .. selepas seharian duk umah mak sdare kat ketey .. planning kazen punye bufdei ... haddoy .. penat ~ arini owam da wat keje masing2 ! so trpakse laa aq duk umah .. nseb baex ayah aq smpay awal .. hahahah ~ aq pom g laa aer terjun yg duk blakang umah tu ..hahahah tp da lame ngidam nak mndy aer terjun .. hahahah .... balek je .. ta masuk umah trus start moto g pantay !! for my (ntah wape kali da date ) hahahahaahh .... sonok gile babas !! my sweetSOUR dtg ngn kazen ye . maq wan .. hurmmm ntah nape .. lpas jupe ye ..mesty ase ryndu sgt2 !! padahal bawu je lpas jupe ye .. hehehe ...... pape un ! shayum my sweetSOUR!

happy .. happy .. happy ..

ariniy aq out ngn mem2 .. act bkn laa mem sgt .. hahaha .. ngan special sumone kuut .. huhu ~ ngn faiz ! yeay ! gumbyra gila ..hahah ...men ombax ngn ye .. then ambil pixca .. aduhai .. alangkah saat itu bules d ulang lg saat nyh !! aq laa manusia plg happy ! ase nye laa .. indah sekali .. pntay yg ta shantex pom ase shantexx .. after nich gone from my head slowly .. noe i've found my sweetSOUR ! hahahaha . nice name haa ?? yup3 ! he's my sweet .. n he's my sour !! love u sanad2 shayum !! hope u'll last longer in mine !