lunch :D

hehe . smilee ~ arini lunch ngn biee <3 n ditemanii maq wan n kusheq ! pick up by him , den gerakk g kemaman station  . sume muke lapar tahap gaban . aku dgn yakin order SWEETSOUR chicken rice . haha ~ sedakk , feveret menu by biee ! hehe . aduhaii ~ ensemm biee aku arini . white shirt , jeans . n baru perasan rambutt yg d ubahsuai ! dgn bau perfume baru ! hahah . BIEE  , miss you !

spy (:

heyy . i'm MISS.M ! this stupid name was given by MISS.F , who as stupid as her name ! SHITT ! haha . wondering ?? ne aku tao sal nii ?kau ingt kau sorg je bole pasang spy ? ehh , aku pomm bole la . aku dgar ctew , belogg aku ni slalu je d kunjungi oleh KAU . but , ta kesah . nape na bace storie morie aku lam nii ? mnarikk minat kau sgt ke ? ke still na updatee sal aku ngn FAIZ ?? fyi , aku sikitt pom ta kesahh la kau na bace ke na hapee ke . dan aku ta kesahh pom kau na kutuk-2 aku lam statuss kau ! sbb theres was good-for-nothing ! tadee gune la . weii , na setell , setell depan ah . wtpee wat statuss ?? coward !! aku terpikir la , sal kau sebuukk sgt na tao sal aku nun diee . there was history between kau ngn diee . cukupp la . lau kau na buru ex-2 faizz skali pom , bkn aku sorg la minahh ! ade lagyy la . kau rase possible ke tukk kau make-up balikk ngn faizz ? i don't think so ! kau ta penahh tgokk org bahagiee ekk ? jeless kah ? tade maknee ~ fenadd la storie sal kau minahh . tade pekdahh ! k laa . BYE !

make up again !

yeayyy !  he said he sorry  .  ahakk  !  it's hurt but i'm still in love with him  .  wut more ken i say  ??  haishhh  ,  ILOVEEYOUBIEE <3  hmmm  .  some mistake  ,  ken make us better  . yup-3   !  kenott wait na jumpe my BIEE  .  missyoudamnmuch ! muahmuah !

sumthing broke !

THERES TEARS BETWEEN THE JOYS U BRING ! and now i believe when some ppl said that . n u oredi proved it . thankss for gave me wut i dunot want most ! i'll hold my breath when u asked me to leave  :'(   it's hard  ,  but i will  .  now i'm trying so hard to avoid you  .  its killing me when i need to do the thing that i dumot want  .  coz its hurt me  most  .    i'll remember when asked me to promise not to leave u  .  yess  ,  i'm not  ,  but u are  .   i'm in the darkness right now   .  trying to fing some light  .  no use to cry for sumthing that never come backk  .  how can i lett all this pain out  ???  :'(   i swear to myself not to say 'ILY' anymore coz u hate it  !  and this is the last time i wanna say that word  !  MUHAMMAD FAIZ  ,  i love you mosst !  i wonder if u read this :'(

iloveeyoubiee (:

now i'm busy to love you BIEE <3  hehe . btw , ptg tadi BIEE so sweeeett ~  hehe  .  i'd got a little bunny bear  ! *SILA JELES* haha  ~  tyme org marah pndai je bg gift kann kann ? haishhhh  !  licikk betoll  .  tp ,  for sure ILOVEEYOUBIEE  !  alahaii cutyyy  .  jaoh terpisahh  .  huhu ~  dugaan  !  tp syg SAYE kat AWAKK tetap samee  .  muahmuahmuahh  !!

thinking to myself !

DEAR mrs.bloggie ,

     problems are bothering my butt right now . swear to say that its affect my exams . DAMN ! need a private party !! urghh ~ every single day that passed my dimmed life , more far you be from me . maybe sometimes you didn't realize but that is the truth . can i ask you something ? something that i'm not pretty sure of . hmmm . did you think bout me when every second i'm worried bout you ? did you think bout me , when i didn't call you a day long ? did you think bout me when i didn't pick up your calls ? did you you think bout me when i'm dying on the bed waiting for a death ?? no , i don't think so . but i do . i worry bout you when i know you not worried bout me . i think bout you when you didn't pick up my calls . i think bout you when you didn't call for a day long . i think bout you when i'm wondering you are dying on the bed ! yess , i do ! but i'm pretty sure one thing . i am nobody for you . dear , listen .. why should you do this to me ? why this big of damn of sad you poured on me but not the biggest love that you should give to this little person ?? why should you let me think this way ? why ? unfortunately , you cannot read my damn bored blog !

something changed !

hmm . aku na storiemorie ni . saat ni aku nga exam . tapi saat ni gakk aku ase malas ya rabbi ! hmm . pe nak jd , jd lhaa . penad jd student ! damn !

 aku sanad-2 jeles bile kazen aku hang out nun pakwe diee ==' n baru lhaa aku sedar yg aku ta mcm tuu . aku na jugak spend time ngn boyfie sdirik kann ? tp yelhaa , aku ase ta berpeluang kuut . hmm . i feel like i'm give up already when sumone didn't care boud me anymore . yess , he said he love me . but he didn't show me ! niat aku kapel sbb aku na support , na rase d sayanggii . tp lao kapel pom mcm alonee ==' wut more can i say ?? ntahh lha . i feel like i can see the end line over there . no use to cry over this problem . sebukk sanad ke dye tukk aku ? wlaopom sekejap ? susah sanad ke dye na eplyy msj aku ? aku sabar tao . sanad sabar sbb aku syg dye . tp smpai bile ??

friends ,
soee , i'm not going to bee like before . aku ase far ~ enough far ! hmm . no use thinking . nobody care . urghh ~ let me out of this mind thunder . it's killing me ! i feel like i'm stranger to my own self . dunno why i keep thinking dat way . aku mmg laen skunk . worst ~ nntah pe jadi ngn aku . this iis not the way i wanna it be . tired thinking !!