its doesn't go well ! ):

dizzy ! very dizzy .. i got gastrix last nite n greatfully that i'm oredi got over it this morning ! n noe i'm ALONE ! annoying to myself n i'm get sick of it .. sometime i'm jealous to see my cousin is on her date ..dun knoe why but for sure i'm stil missing my SOUR ! hurmmm ... where he is ?? he was too busy to me next to me .. n me ?? oredi get use to it ! yup ! i hope this situation is not gonna stay like this coz its doesn't work up for our relationship .. i dun want to bumbling bout this coz i have to understand him .. when i said yes * to be his sweet ... so i have to get along with him .. not arguing about something that doesn't seem critical .. hate this feeling ! ):