on my own :)

ding ding ding ! now , i've been someone who can stand on my own . i dont even need someone to tell me what to do . you dont even care about me , so do i ! who i'm i for you , theres nothing matter . its seem like i'm nobody for you . fine ! it'll be just fine ~ let see, how would ur life be without me , ur blood , ur flesh ! i know i've done wrong , but ia there no another chance for me to change ?? i feel like i'm the stranger in my own house ! nobody care , not even talk to me . hey ! i'm apart of you guys ~ there silence whenever i'm there! yess , fine ! i am no one !!!!!!!!!!! :'(

losing my baby :'(

grrr ~ tgok entry pom debor dos . huhu :'( my mum took my baby ( phone ) . grrrr ~ sedyh amat sbb taleh na contact ngn biee aku . aduhlaaa ~ tp tape , i've got better one ! ahak ~ ni la malang yg berbau perfume ! haha ~ dukacite skali wehh . hunger is now my bestfren . always ~ sadness become my mate ! waaaaa :'( act , malas gilee na update tp atas prmintaan ramai , berkarya la sikit . haha . special tu mekna ! off now . buhbyee ~

fullstop (.)

aduhaii ~ ini bukan kali pertame awak sangsi dengan saya kann ? dan ni bukan kali pertame saya cakap saya sayang awak kann ? so , kenape perlu fikir yg bukanbukan . i'm here ! going no where ~ jangan lah awak pening kann kepale awak nak fikir yg saya akan tinggalkann awak sebab saya tak pernah terpikir nak tinggalkan awak pom . bukan saya tak pernah terpikir pasal ape yg akan datang , pernah , selalu ~ tapi saya yakin dengan awak . so you . don't let the worrier bother you la sayang :) selagi awak percaye saya , dan saya percaye awak , takan pape la . it's still going well ;) sayang , tak perlu la awak nak bimbang sebab awak je untuk saya sekarang ! tiada yg lain . heeee ~ saya sayang awak laaa <3

date ! A G A I N (;

bile storie sal date , mestie kalian bayangkann yg indah segale kann ? ehh , focus guys ;P not every single date gonna going well lha . okiee ? (: tapi yelhaa , na storie pom da senyum memanjang ni haa . heeeeeee ~ bagi kalian yg pernah merase , komfem korang tahu kann bagaimana perasaan ituu ? its just 'WOW' ! its like you want to tell something but its stuck up on ur throat ! HAHA . andaian yg aku sendiri reka ni . brrr ~ cyessli , you gonna recall everything u've done pada malam hari nyee . haaa begitu lha lebyh dan kurang nyee perasaan saya (: *senyum lagi . okie , enough ! (: sorry , cannot stop myself from this freak smile ! haha ~ aku plak sebagaimana org panggil teenagers kann , date is first thing come to my head every single day . dunno why . boleh dikatakan selalu okie ? tapi sokay lhaa , asal kann aku ta bosann tatap muke kamoo wahai muhammad faiz (:

camping xD

entry baguss :D camping bagai , satu barang pom aku tak bawak , HAHA :p org laen beg ber-galas galas kiri kanan . aku satu beg sekolah je pom . ber-semangat padu . wehh , ta larat aku na ber-karya arini . hoho xD tgn kaki , habes lenguh segalee . adess --' tp ni lhaa camping plg best penah aku join . sbb tade rules lasom yaww (: aku ta pigi surau , aku ta pigi senaman pagi ! sodap ~ cekgu lakk sporting tahap gaban . HAHA ~ n yg paling best , satu malam MYLEBONE dtg !! yeaaayyy ! lepak lam rimba !! HAHAHA ~ wahh 3 hari camping , aku ryndu gilee biee aku ! tape tape , esok masih adee ~ ececey ! ukeh , more storie on the next post .

sunset :)

start the storie with smilee :) wahhh storie sal sunset buad aku senyum senyum ala kambing gituu. HAHA ~ first time ever , dpt moment ngn org ter-sayang time sunset . ingat senang kah ? ngeh3 ! *sila jeles kawann :p maghrib mem-bute , aku sodap dating ! HAHA  . he's totally changed . back-to-reality , diee komfem da berubahh . and that make me happy most yaww <3 cyeslii , this is miracle ! thank GOD , to give me the most thing i ever wanted  ! for sure , i wanna this last for-ever-ever-ever ! :D nothing i love most than you babe <3 ukehh , thats oull !

gilaaa . esok setat nyee saya ber-camping ! adess --' . micchabiee . ummuah . keh3 !

midnight of first JULY (;

aww aww ;) excited gile na b-karya ni haa . HAHA ! mane tak nyee kann , best moment ever yaww . first time jumpee guly , first time jumpee alang , first time jumpee along n first time jumpee emir ! haha . most important person of the night uhh (: segile gile gem2 aku , gile lagy gem ni ! ahah . cyesslii dou , ade ke bawak keta ngn kaki ?? HAHAHAHA ~ mengom . saked perut sukee . wakakaka ((: mmg hilang tensyen aku layan lawak emir ngn along . aku na storie morie kat sini , nonid lhaa kuut . nty pe lakk org pikir , tp kauorang takan tahuu perasaan bilee ter-sangat happy ;) hanyee mmpu ter-senyum . hihi ~ ukehh ! titik .

petang esop , kuar ngn gem2 aku plakk . g makan otok otok perise muntah ngn satar ta sempat masakk ! haha . ngekk ~ saked perutt aku ! sumpahh aku takan singgah mem-belibelah situ . shitt ! lepas makan , lepakk pantai moknik . habess basahkuyup jeans 'mahal' aku ! haha . ukehh , letyh na ber-karya ini hari . babai !

puase yaww (:

entry bagai , ahak :D arini ade temuramahh ngn makbapakk kat skola . HAAHAH ! mama jaii , suke suki je komplemm sal aku selalu absent kelas . bukann manyak manee pom . 7 hariee je ! shutt , grrr ~ :| pekebendee lhaa , arap bulehh balikk awal je , haishh ! senget --' balik , mak aku singgah bank plakk . aku ngan kepenatan melampau ni , lesuu ~ ececy . ahak ! tetibee , sorg pakcik yg takpasti 'kebetulan' die . tak betul agak nyee , na tumpang keta 'mewah' aku tu , konon nak g stesen bass . eeeuuuuww ~ takot tahap maksimality aku ! shutt . beku !! siot takott dou .

balik , tido . yeahh ! ahak . bangun bangun , mak aku bising cakap talipong ! mcm loudspeaker ! urghh ~ kolling kolling ngn rabitah , patu mandiee (: segarrr ase nak telann aer paip . ahak :p no no no . puase tetap puase . tapi cakap sal puasee , dulu kalee , selambe-badakk je pom minum aer paip ! hahahaha . jaman tecik tecik , pose ta wape eklas kann . agak agak 2 jam tgu miftah make-up segalee , at last smpai jugakk aku ke pappar dell ! siot buke puase tempat high-kelass gtu . tempat bagai , duet 2 keping warne hijau , sekeping merah ! hahaha . agak agak yg paling murah aku order yaww ((: tp enjoyy gilee lhaa .

balikk ngn aneesa . then agak kelewatan untuk menunaikann ape yg patot . first time selame aku duduk geligee , aku g masjid geligee . HAHAHAH ~ anees antar aku umah sambil m-bebel sal mama diee . ahak (; aku plakk setat moto , g rakan mudee . badminton time ! semput maen ngn perut penuhh . ahak :DD balikk , skipping seribu . punye syiok aku melompat lompat , konon na buad double-jump , punyee sial jatuh bedebokk !! adess --' lari tulang bontot aku . ahak ! terus masuk umahh !

off , fenadd b-karya !!

koopian days :D

setat nyee saya b-karya d muka-belogg ini adalah utk m-bagitahuu bhw arini kamiorang buad cover lagu koop ! HAHAHAAH . whattheheck --' . yg taleh bla nyee bile kamiorang kne practice nyanyi lagu uh . t w i c e ! nyanyii punyee nyanyi , smpai melekat kat bibir lagu tuh . sampai umah aku nyanyi (: menarikk sekalii -annoying-

agenda seterusnyee , ni na kasitahuu sal pokguard gilee babe uh ! eeeiiii :| geram sekali aku arini sbb kne jalan jauh jauh dr kantin menuju ke pagar utama , sejengkal je lagy tinggal pom , ade ke patot die suh u-turn balikk ? urghhhh ~ awal awal tanak suruh ! kalau kate aku ade kuase , tak hinginn aku na amek org ta cukup inci camtu keje . grrr ~

dan for the millions time , ade lagy yg tye sal relation-ship aku ngn FAIZ . dan tuk kesekalian kali yee , aku tade jawapan na bagi . sorry for you girls (:tp for sure , aku sdirik pom na baek baek kann . and its seem good lately :D nice sign yaww . and hope it will be last forever <3 bebbiuu muhammad faiz mohd afandi

endlessly day :|

tired sesengat rase nyee .
urghh ~ thankfully sume kelass , study masuk je arini .
it would be great if ari ari mcm ni .
fizik , chemist , bio ! straight yaww (:
todeii , supposely aku puase . m-gantikann ape yg tertinggal . ahak :p malangnyee , aku lupee tuk sahur den aku mmg takan puase lao tade sahur . except ramadhan .
but , for sure khamis nanty , aku puase sbb plan na buke puase same same kat luar . gotta be fun (:

lam kelas arini , mase PENDIDIKAN AGAMA ISLAM , ustazah rock babeh texplain sal 'edah' ! kindda interesting sbb upe2nyee byk jenis dou . t-lopong eden :o hahaha ~ funny most bile tuann  punyee bentang tu adalah *JENG JENG JENG ! hahaha . guess who ?? komfemm ta masuk aku blaja kalau 'die' yg bentang ! ahah . the way she talks make me wanna laugh all days :DD ala ala b-pidato at depan uhh . lawakk ~

wahh wahh , no entry sbb tade idea na wat pe . ahak (: most most unexpected something yawww ~ heee , seperti yg amat d-harapkann , kelas petang d-batalkann . awww :D sronakk bagai laa , den amirul arif azizi dgn yakin nyee ajak stay back , study . lepas kelas aku ngn ida ngn muke ala ala insaff gtu , duk kelas 5ADV , study la *konon ~ haha :p tgu tuann punye plan *mirul dtg , tp hampeh ta dtg dtg . aku da expect something ! ahak ! bole diee balik den tgal kite kaum hawa ni study lentok bagai ? ==' mmg hampeh ! ahak .

next chapter ,

someone wanna see his special someone , aku ngn ida penuh berahi na tgok . haha . follow punyee follow , dpt lha jumpe mamat uh . not bad* urghh ~ haha . hye perasaan aku ngn ida je yg paham setelah mata ini melihat ! ahhahahaha *lawak dou !

setelah sekian lame , mirul ta muncul muncul , we decide na balik . ahak (: tgu kat luar , dgn muke penat la study ni , haha perut lapaw tahap dewa , buku ala ala super-genius gtu , sabar menunggu ~ haha . someone passed by , aku tgok motor ru mcm ery --> novo ! yelhaa , aku ni acting je lebyh , mcm nmpak je dr jauh . smpai depan mate , ta ku sangka , ta ku duga , FAIZZ ! wahh wahh , this is what the unexpected act- ! haha . aku habess selambe , tanak nyee die singgah . *bkn namoo jumpee , tp aku paling ta suke jumpe my-special ngn sch uniform ! urgggh ~ pleasee :| nmpak ta matang lhaa kan , ilang abes kiut aku ! haha . pastu ilang , ku sangka lepas lhaa dr bala , tibe tibe muncul depan aku ! ouh wth ! haha , fake a smile (: tp deep inside , ade rase happy ! wiiii ~ wahh ,penad ! off-write ~ babai !

minho :))



minho <3

 somebuddy caught my eyes :D minho , he's so cute , i really really adore him ! really do . i kenot stop myself from looking at him . cehh ~ mcm duk sbelahh umahh je . ahak :) pape pom , u're on my heart babe <3

wahh bosan amat ): its getting worst ! bile org tye 'kau dgn diee , ok ?' aku tatau ape na jawab . ter-kadang aku akan jawab 'just fine' , some other side aku jwb 'we're good' ! the fact is we're not that good !! cyeslii , aku mmg ta paham . to calm myself down , keep it to myself . malah na stori moriee kat org . tiap tiap mlm , aku akn text diee , confess mcm mcm sal pe yg aku rase . totally horrible ! urghhh ~ lao aku merapu kat FACEBOOK , org ckp , cakap terus kat diee , tp kauorang tatau yg aku ni da buntu idea sangat sangat da ni , ta reti da aku na gtao lagu mane . ==' hmmmm , aku tanak decision aku melulu d-sebabkann saked aty ! so , the best way . i'm single !! full-stop ! aku cakap mcm ni pom , he wouldn't knoe sbb he didn't care  at all !

nothingmorecanisay:'( what i don't want the most , was happening now . why oull this should happen ? without any sign , u gone ! u think that i'm gonna run after you ? no , i don't think so . i'm hurt enough n this wasn't the first time you say 'go' ! looking back through oull the memories , ouh , its killing me ! really ~ i don't want to lose you . swear ! but , i dont want to say 'sorry' anymore , cause it wasnt my mistake :'( its  o v e r  ! now , i'm gonna watch you walk away n say nothing when u turn ur back for me !

almost e n d :(

:'( almost , almost ! WUTTHE :| ades toll lha , cuti tgal semputsemput je lagy haa . CUTI TERANCAM lasom ta sentuh dou . fenimfenim ! two weeks , ending with nothing . no books , no omwerk . perghh ~ its really a holiday . just onee more day to go . wish , the time going slow . as slow as the internet now --'  grrr ~

next ,

confusing ! ahak , life getting harder nowadays . love getting bitter :( MUHAMMAD FAIZ where have you been ?? ade mase , text aku . tade mase , senyap teruss . what am i ? am i a-user-for-fun ?? urghh ~ sometime , rase mcm na luah sume tau ta ? tapi betapee ta sampai aty nyee aku , yes , i'd been so silence lately :'( getting crazy and reallyreally mad now . but , you still that way . hmm :( boleh ta faham buad seketika ? just once i ask .

silence :(

haishh --' da almost few days diee ta contact . D A M N ! susah toll lhaa kapell nun org bz ni . hadui ~ wut hurt most , bile diee online , tp HARAM ta tegur akuu . any mistakee ? lao ade silap skalii pom , takan smpai talehh gtao ? hmm  ): sedyh toull lhaa . koll n koll , tp hampehh . and still that way till now ! HATE MOST ! hopefully , any sign of him soon :)

kenot be :'(

hmm . its raining like my heart do . too much ! grr ~ no use na kerai-2 segalee , but that make me thinkk twice ! ouh ~ makan dalam seyh . payah tol bilee ber'perasaan' ni . such horrible ! hmm , wut its oull mean der ? mesty answer kau 'hahah' ! dun u feel stupid for laughing with no reason ?? :( i don't think you care at oull ! aku rasee , its better like before lhaa . nonidd na pk segalee . busann toll bile saked aty urghh ! i'm setating to yelling at everthing ! *with no reason ! for sure , aku sanadsanad terase doh . i'm pretty sure ramai yg ta paham ann pe yg aku ramblingg ni ! act , nobady knoe pom . so , just let it  E N D !

stay over :)

olideii ~ be better bile my clique ajak join BBQ ! stay umah che wan . fuhh ~ seronok der . n wut the best most , aku da berbaekk ngn AC . ngeee ~ da ber'moon-2' gaduhh , ingt kann da talehh get back balekk . at last , UNEXPECTED ! haha . hmm , and something other suprise me ! just let it be secret do :D punye laa maen-2 , almost 2230 baru na setat mmbakor ! siap-2 lepakk smpai kul 0200 . perghh ~ another night ta tdo . WUTTHEFISHH ==' . layann cteww bukann maen bestt lagy . hahah . wish to have another night with them !

next chapter ,

biee . ntahh nape , he prefer to talk nonsense ! ==' grrr ~ saboo je laa . bukan tanakk layan diee bile ckp fon , tp he such annoying . sjak-2 gaduhh ari tu . hmm . tired to ask 'WHY' . n its still because of ME ! WUTEVERR ~ ta pahamm aku do . sokayy la .

dating :D

haha . entry gerun je ann . ahak ! bukan date pom act . tp hang out samesame ngn mmber sch rendahh . hard to blv ann , tp for real kiteeorg still contact n hang out samesame . ta sumeee cmtuh taukk . destinasi utamaa , MM (mesremol) . ahak ! smthink yg ta plan pom act . jumpe kat sanee den ade tiket cinema lebyhh . aku dengan aty yakin PLUS muke suci , truss memasukkan diri ! haha . first , PIRATES ! den maen bowling ! fortunately , i'm not the last ! hahah ~ *kire hebat la bile dpt double strike !! ingt senang kee ha ? haha (muke bangga) cehh ~ patu busamm , masuk lagy cinema buad kesekian kali nyee , KARAK ! ahak ~ burnn  duet seyh ! hahah . i dun mind act , asal kan still leh lepakk samesame ! thnkss guy !

lunch :D

hehe . smilee ~ arini lunch ngn biee <3 n ditemanii maq wan n kusheq ! pick up by him , den gerakk g kemaman station  . sume muke lapar tahap gaban . aku dgn yakin order SWEETSOUR chicken rice . haha ~ sedakk , feveret menu by biee ! hehe . aduhaii ~ ensemm biee aku arini . white shirt , jeans . n baru perasan rambutt yg d ubahsuai ! dgn bau perfume baru ! hahah . BIEE  , miss you !

spy (:

heyy . i'm MISS.M ! this stupid name was given by MISS.F , who as stupid as her name ! SHITT ! haha . wondering ?? ne aku tao sal nii ?kau ingt kau sorg je bole pasang spy ? ehh , aku pomm bole la . aku dgar ctew , belogg aku ni slalu je d kunjungi oleh KAU . but , ta kesah . nape na bace storie morie aku lam nii ? mnarikk minat kau sgt ke ? ke still na updatee sal aku ngn FAIZ ?? fyi , aku sikitt pom ta kesahh la kau na bace ke na hapee ke . dan aku ta kesahh pom kau na kutuk-2 aku lam statuss kau ! sbb theres was good-for-nothing ! tadee gune la . weii , na setell , setell depan ah . wtpee wat statuss ?? coward !! aku terpikir la , sal kau sebuukk sgt na tao sal aku nun diee . there was history between kau ngn diee . cukupp la . lau kau na buru ex-2 faizz skali pom , bkn aku sorg la minahh ! ade lagyy la . kau rase possible ke tukk kau make-up balikk ngn faizz ? i don't think so ! kau ta penahh tgokk org bahagiee ekk ? jeless kah ? tade maknee ~ fenadd la storie sal kau minahh . tade pekdahh ! k laa . BYE !

make up again !

yeayyy !  he said he sorry  .  ahakk  !  it's hurt but i'm still in love with him  .  wut more ken i say  ??  haishhh  ,  ILOVEEYOUBIEE <3  hmmm  .  some mistake  ,  ken make us better  . yup-3   !  kenott wait na jumpe my BIEE  .  missyoudamnmuch ! muahmuah !

sumthing broke !

THERES TEARS BETWEEN THE JOYS U BRING ! and now i believe when some ppl said that . n u oredi proved it . thankss for gave me wut i dunot want most ! i'll hold my breath when u asked me to leave  :'(   it's hard  ,  but i will  .  now i'm trying so hard to avoid you  .  its killing me when i need to do the thing that i dumot want  .  coz its hurt me  most  .    i'll remember when asked me to promise not to leave u  .  yess  ,  i'm not  ,  but u are  .   i'm in the darkness right now   .  trying to fing some light  .  no use to cry for sumthing that never come backk  .  how can i lett all this pain out  ???  :'(   i swear to myself not to say 'ILY' anymore coz u hate it  !  and this is the last time i wanna say that word  !  MUHAMMAD FAIZ  ,  i love you mosst !  i wonder if u read this :'(

iloveeyoubiee (:

now i'm busy to love you BIEE <3  hehe . btw , ptg tadi BIEE so sweeeett ~  hehe  .  i'd got a little bunny bear  ! *SILA JELES* haha  ~  tyme org marah pndai je bg gift kann kann ? haishhhh  !  licikk betoll  .  tp ,  for sure ILOVEEYOUBIEE  !  alahaii cutyyy  .  jaoh terpisahh  .  huhu ~  dugaan  !  tp syg SAYE kat AWAKK tetap samee  .  muahmuahmuahh  !!

thinking to myself !

DEAR mrs.bloggie ,

     problems are bothering my butt right now . swear to say that its affect my exams . DAMN ! need a private party !! urghh ~ every single day that passed my dimmed life , more far you be from me . maybe sometimes you didn't realize but that is the truth . can i ask you something ? something that i'm not pretty sure of . hmmm . did you think bout me when every second i'm worried bout you ? did you think bout me , when i didn't call you a day long ? did you think bout me when i didn't pick up your calls ? did you you think bout me when i'm dying on the bed waiting for a death ?? no , i don't think so . but i do . i worry bout you when i know you not worried bout me . i think bout you when you didn't pick up my calls . i think bout you when you didn't call for a day long . i think bout you when i'm wondering you are dying on the bed ! yess , i do ! but i'm pretty sure one thing . i am nobody for you . dear , listen .. why should you do this to me ? why this big of damn of sad you poured on me but not the biggest love that you should give to this little person ?? why should you let me think this way ? why ? unfortunately , you cannot read my damn bored blog !

something changed !

hmm . aku na storiemorie ni . saat ni aku nga exam . tapi saat ni gakk aku ase malas ya rabbi ! hmm . pe nak jd , jd lhaa . penad jd student ! damn !

 aku sanad-2 jeles bile kazen aku hang out nun pakwe diee ==' n baru lhaa aku sedar yg aku ta mcm tuu . aku na jugak spend time ngn boyfie sdirik kann ? tp yelhaa , aku ase ta berpeluang kuut . hmm . i feel like i'm give up already when sumone didn't care boud me anymore . yess , he said he love me . but he didn't show me ! niat aku kapel sbb aku na support , na rase d sayanggii . tp lao kapel pom mcm alonee ==' wut more can i say ?? ntahh lha . i feel like i can see the end line over there . no use to cry over this problem . sebukk sanad ke dye tukk aku ? wlaopom sekejap ? susah sanad ke dye na eplyy msj aku ? aku sabar tao . sanad sabar sbb aku syg dye . tp smpai bile ??

friends ,
soee , i'm not going to bee like before . aku ase far ~ enough far ! hmm . no use thinking . nobody care . urghh ~ let me out of this mind thunder . it's killing me ! i feel like i'm stranger to my own self . dunno why i keep thinking dat way . aku mmg laen skunk . worst ~ nntah pe jadi ngn aku . this iis not the way i wanna it be . tired thinking !!

sea view ~

arini beshh ~ sanad-2 besh . heee ~ lepak ngn my sweetSOUR kat pntai . he pick me up den gerak g monica bay ~ tp agax sumbax sbb yg dtg uh sume dak-2 sofbol SID . haha . tp dyeorg peramah gile . den td bagi lha baju CHEETAH yg dbeli ngn harge sale uh kat sweetSOUR aku . baju tu mmg cun gile dowh . haha . aku pom minat . den yg petim . dye suke .  hahahahaha . lagy lhaa aku suke bile dye suke ! nampak ~~ *ayat dye ? hmmm . harap pasni lao jumpe an , dye pakai lha baju uh . eeei ~ he such a loveable guy . sweet sanad-2 . den aq harap an , relationship ni stay smpai lhaa bile-2 . sbb AKU SYG DYE SANAD-2 !

Dearest my little pages !

arini mmg byak incident yg unexpected ! sesangat ta d sangke . putt (one of my bestie) lost her c6 fon . kenot imagine la cmne perasaan . da la baru lagy . hmm . = =' .aq yg dengar ni pom ase sgt kehilangn uh . eccececey ~ fon is half of my life ! org laen turun solat zohor , aq tetibe jd CSI . siasat sume . klaka abes ! HAHHA ! balek sch , dgn pemontengn yg berjaye . proud of myself ! (: silapsilap , kne announce nme sbb slalu aje memontengkan diri . HAHAH ! ade ke kelas PAI . ase cm fardhu ain pom ade gak . sorry USTAZAH ! i couldn't stop myself from running away ~ hmm . bile na insaf ?? questioned myself !! yeahh ~

balek aje dr sch . heard bout my kazen , accident terpotong tgn sdirik . aduhhhh ~ yg ni pom kenot imagine . urghhh ~ saked dowh . ni bukan maenmaen , ni kesah benar sematemate yg benar dan tiada yg tidak benar . HHAHA ! nga syok berblogger ni . teringat kelas KIMIA  yg sengaje aq tidak menghadirikan diri . wait ! bukan tanak g la . tp ade keje yg ta dpt d elakkan . HEEEE ~

SYG awak ,

where should i start ? hmm . arini happy gegile . enjoy sesangat ! blajar chemist mashuukkk je ! mungkin beginning senang kut REDOX ! pastuu tetibe je cgu campur ngn elelctrolysis . wutthe ~ hmm . sabo je laa . nseb baek lgmm,pu bertahan . bukak la buku-2 lame yg agak usang uh . HHAHA! ase cm ta penah blaja je . like learning sumthing new guys . tu la . ta sedar pe yg petim depan mate . buto eden ! dgn ilmu separuh d dada . leh plak aq na konon-2 yakin g ajar org . sys WANI soe la lao pe yg aq ajar uh salah . HAHA ! ngn kekuhsyukan d aty ni , ase spirit gegile laa na study tuk MIDYEAR! insaf for a fews minute den return to my lazyness ! where should i thrown ol' that miss L.A.Z.Y ! huh ! tired of avoiding u la makcix . leh ta jgn follow ! konon~ HAHA !

next chapter ,

sweetSOUR , hehe ~ how proud i am to announce ur name honey ! cox every second u'll make me wanna love u more n more . hmm . payah na cakap . aku tatau nape mesty aku syg die sanad-2 ! he's like everything to me ==' . td , he had done such a sweet thing to me . he post link to my FB . lagu once- kerna ku cinta kau !! aduyaii ~ lomah jantung eden . cair aty . then td he said sumthing that make me smile . n i wanna keep smiling for that . yupyup ~ heee ~ =)

p/s : syg , andai lha awak bace blog saie ni . i just want u to know . that , iloveyousoomuch <3 . n like i said before , just be mine to the last . i just want u to be by my side . i love u ! i love u ! i love u ! heee ~ saie tanak ape-2 dr awak . cumee , sanyagi saie sebagaimane saie syg awk !

next chapter !

hey !

weekend is really like the end ! E.N.D !!

damn ! bored to the bone .

but what can i say . i already take a revenge for u my dear !

don't think that i would keep it quietly .

every single thing that u've done to me .

it's gonna make something in return .

loving u is the hardest part to be remembering of .

but now . watching u with someone else .

it's make me smile . not for like it .

but for watching ur lies ! it's damn !

no regrets honey !! now u see who's better right ?

it's too late for u to realize . what more can i say ??

I'M HAPPY I'M NOT URS !!



i heart u !

pakcix ! saie sayum pakcix sanad-2 ! dan saie tanak ase sayum uh ilang . smpai bile-2 . saie selau na pakcix sayum saie sebagaimane saie sayum pakcix . saie janji akan sayum pakcix selagi saie mampu . muahmuah !

ur the air i breath

awak <3 saie syunk awak sanad-2 ! tatau na describe betape saie syunk awak . hee ~ yg pasti awak tao . kan kan ? thanx sbb sudi singgah depan uma . walaupom depan uma . tp half of my ryndu da lepas . muahmuah !!

arini hepyhepy ! sanad-2 hepi ! hehe . bukak je fb lam kelas td . terus nmpak request tuk relationship . ase na terbeliak bijik mate .hahah ~ i cannot believe what i saw ! ececey ~ ye la kam . org uh cakap tanak wt relationship kt fb sbb takod owam nmpak . at last ! luruh ke tanah ase jntung . did u knoe what joy did u bring ?? fuhh ~ patu mlm td dinner kt KFC ! ayah aqsuh order then tambah je pape yg na tmabah . aq dengan rela aty . tmbah la segale ape yg aq na makan . last-2 , duet baki RM4 je . hahah . sunyum je ayah aq . speechless ~ hahah . muke redho je duet abis tuk anak dye yg kuad mkn nih . well ~ hahaha . sape suh aq order . balik je . nga mkan whipped potato . sumone koling ! OMG ! my only one kol . n yg paling gile lg . dye cakap dye odw g uma aq ! haddoi ~ dgn aty berbunge aq tunggu . hahah ~ lepak-2 . smpai la mak aq suh masuk sbb jam hmpir kul 11 ! thought my mom would say sumtink ! fortunately . tak !!!!!!!! yeay ~~ heheh .

! angulia beach resort !

wow ! cun seyh angulia .

laopom jaoh je dr bndar tp tempat uh cam mnarik gilew babas !

na na depan gerai burger : tepi pntay .

perghh ~ angin sepoi-2 ta reti bhase je . haha !

dpt bilik laen tp duk bilik laen .

ehh ! ne leh seperate nun genx-2 aq !

haha ~ tp first nite kat bilik yg ala-2 sumbax lemokk uh .

aq tdo atas lantai ! betapa kejam nye che wan !

haha . ade air cond tp still na gune fan . ta paham bebenow aq !!

smpai berpeluh-2 . eeei ! second nite plokk , cam duk alaska !

sejuxx smpai ke tulang sumsum rase .

gile tol dak-2 ni .

mmg takan ku lupa laa.

- pintu yg cam pintu reban ayam !

-toilet aer kuning !

-lipan yg na tumpang bilik skali !

-cermin yg molek skit dr tapak kasut aq !

hahaha . mcm-2 ! tp lao ade lg kem gtu . komfem ! komfem ! aq yg first g !! =)

penad =='

hmm . penad gile la training !

lmbat nye match . cepad la abes sume ni .

ta tahan da balik uma penad-2 !

muke da mcm apam balik yg hangus da ni ~

bdn sengal sana-sini .

omwerk sume da ke laut .

study nta pape je .

hmm . pas match je .

trus bla g marang . kem !

shut !! tau ta aq penad ??

baju aq same nun couch ??

ohhh ~ no no no . nseb baek dye pakai pagy ,

aq plak pakai petang ! haha ~

cam pe je baju same .

nape tade baju laen ke kt kedai uh ?

* night class ! penad ! tuluuun .

sweet-sour

huhu . hell bored .

pone tade kedit . aduss ~ ta contact .

i'm going crazy every second the clock is ticking !

haha . esop ase-2 cam na potem je program akur janji uh .

well . janji la cmne pom .

lao da malas study uh . malas ugak .

hehe ! maken lame . maken malas .

pekehal ntah ! aduyaii ~

sweetSOUR ~

honestly miss u <3

n act ta marah pom ngn u . hehe !

acah aje . eles ~

lao majok pom , cam na pujuk . haha !

well . iloveyousomuch :)

nobody could change it .

hehe . see u soon . muahmuah *

genx :|

kapan mau pulang ?? aq bosam taukk ?

cam di anak tirikan je tnggal soam-2 ni . haha .

mesty mu org enjoy kam . shit !

wish dpt join mu org . tp ho la . adop jodoh .

jodoh aq trtinggal g kemaman !

haha . arap-2 mu orh leh la bwax blik daim !

love daim !! sangatsangat <3

wlaopom melekat d stiap sudut gg ku .

do i care ?? haha .

ur love is a crap !!

aishh ! ari ni sempoi gile g sch . g dewan . bce ikrar ntah pape melodi .

 hentam sambarono ! hak-3 . patu balik kelas cam rajen je .

 dahal hanya Tuhan tahu betapa ambe malas nak menelaah . *skema abis .

tunggu punye tunggu cgu skalian alam masuk kelas . tuptup !

baiikk punya ~ tade sorg cgu masuk .

 plg lawak bile ustazah masuk . tade org patu ustazah g lepak klas sbelah .

 nakal tol ! hahah . no wonder la dye camtu . haha ! use to it pom .

*ustazah rock ! rock abes !! hahah .

ptg ngn berteman kan kawan ambe yg ta wape na sehad . round area uma patu nta cmne smpai pntai .

wow  niat aty na ber*date !

tp ho la . adop jodoh org kate .

redho ~ huhu ! *sadis beb .

balik balik . kite tetap salah .

sokkay . sokkay . that last time gak aq g pntai uh .

td da kne warning ngn my mom .

is this gonna be last ??

i was very disappointed with my parents . i wasn't allowed to join trip to Langkawi with my frens . it was so pathetic of me . its like losing something . they don't have their trust on me . what make me think once was , i wasn't lucky as my sister . there were a lot differences between her and me . my mom said that my sister never burden my parents whenever she needs money ? so does it mean that i'm a burden for them ?? my mom also said that my sister never ask for pocket money as often as i did . did i really a moneysucker ?? mom , i just ask a little from you . if it seems like a big problem for you . i really don't care . but why must you said that to me . she makes me keep thinking , thinking and think ! mom ! you will see what i will do just to have your praised ! you'll see !!

p/s: i won't write bout u anymore honey ! don't worry ! cause it was too much for me to hurt !

miss u damn much !!

moshimoshi ~~ hehe . td baru je complete kam omwerk .act ta complete pom lagy mnde alah uh . huhu . bio's note yg bertimbun uh . smpai biol ambe ! hahah . bace yg tulisan 'KECIKKECIK' , 'BARISBARIS' ! penat mate itam ambe . ase na terkeluar je . HAHAH ! last-2 , tutup buku then bukak lappy yg senantiase terbukak ni . hahah . fuhhh ~ lega . mate still taleh na bukak lagy . ngntok gilew ! penad menelaah bahase jepum yg lintang-pukang bunyi nye . alaaa ~ no wonder la sbb da setahun tnggal klas . huhu ~ miss sensei latifah !! miss my japanese class at sens dungun !! urghhh ! todei still taleh jumpe my sweetSOUR lagy . aduhaiii syum !! bile nye na jupe . miss u damn much ! n i knoe , same goes to u !! ob ob ob ??

wif my craziest systa ! GILOS !!

BOH cafe at Cameron Highland !

D.O.M.O !!!!

i want this !!

i'm obsessed of D.O.M.O- kun !! <3

i got u back



i'm proud to have u my sweetSOUR <3

 now me , myself i introduce u . i'm sara the sweet . hehe ~ no reason why i should let u knoe again about me . maybe now i realize that he oredi realize my presence . haha ~ gratefully to Allah cause gave me a chance to knoe him better . sometime i thought about this relationship . can i make it up ? i'm owes questioned myself . but noe , not anymore cause i trust his love n him . maybe he change before to make me wake from my dream that he is the one from the one - coz i've no more ! where ever u r bie . whatever u did . i just want to keep u as my bie . wishfully that u read this , n hear that i wanna say . no matter the obstacles that might stand between us . i just want u for the rest of my life <3 i say this cause for sure i knoe that u r the person who can make me cry n can make me feel better . n i'm sorry everytime i make u down . thats not what i reaaly meant to do but thats what we called fate .

MY FRENS ,
     i miss u like crazy ! who one of u read this . i want u to knoe that first time i'm be apart of all of u . i knoe what people said about BESTIES ! i dun care what people will think about us but what the point is . we appreciate one another . one we friend , die is the end !!! muah3 !

can't u see ?

letyh gile pas kenduri kwen ni . now i'd got my new pak su . pasni odw g perak plop . huhu ~ cannot wait . sbb na g jln2 ! pas siap2 simpan uma nek . tolak g aer terjun plak . fuhhh ~ besh . huhu ~ tp satu je yg wt aq bleeding . not period daa ~ terluke i mean ! adusss ~ haha . sajeje wt korang pk kotor skit . hahaha . hurmmm . my sweetSOUR da ta wape sweet cam dulu . huh! asyik kne jge perasaan dye je . sedangkan dye ta penah paham aq . not fair ~ aq redho je . n aq akan sabar selagy aq boleh . he's totally change . really do ! aq tatau na tgow cmne . but for sure dye akan mara aq lao aq tegow ye . let me spell it correctly n clearly E.G.O ! hum .... bile tye dye sama ade dye syunk aq ke ta . dye ckp dye syunk . but it doesn't act like wut he said ! i dun care ! keep be urself boi ! i never care . never ! never ! da mmg awk ego dr dulu lgy .

fenat !

being wif dis gang just give me some strength to be here . waaa ~ act i'm falling in love right now . falling to my besties . they're my soul . they're the reason why i should stay . stay to be me . sometimes , i feel lonely when i'm not wif them . n i didn't when i'm not wif HIM . HIM is the best way to describe him . haha ~ dunno why . for sure its what the fact that i should swallow now . hes just like shadow in my heart . like du not really exist . but deep in my crazy heart . i'm still crushed on u although u r mine now . i miss ur voice dear ! miss ur laugh . did i too far from u until i cannot heard u . not even ur breath ? here , i beg u pleaseee dun make me keep this distance away n away n away . coz i'm still need u . if u r reading this old , silly blog . hopefully u still can make me adore u . as before ! ):

sowam budax dan mamat !

dulu kan .. ade sowam budax ni . dye minat kat sowam mamat ni . tp pada hakikat nye budax ni tao yg mamat ni da berpunye . walaupun budax ni tao tp budax ni still admire kat mamat ni . lame glew budax ni simpan rase uh lam aty .cam lagu 'cynta lam aty' . tp skunk Tuhan da bg CYNTA kat budax ni . budak ni still lg admire mamat uh.. sbb budax ni ase suatu ari nnty dye akan jumpe gak ngn mamat uh . budax ni bhgie ngn CYNTA dye uh . tp budax ni kompius sal dye ade rase lagy kat mamat uh sedangkan dye da berpunye n same goes to the mamat . bile budax uh slow lupekan mamat uh.. one day , Tuhan takdir kan budax ni terjumpe budax uuh .. budax ni suke sgt ! tp lam aty budax uh sedyh sbb awex mamat uh pom ade skali . tp hakikat nye budax uh leh nampak yg mamat uh cam ade konflik ngn awex dye . budax uh bukanlah nak bergembire atas kesedihan org lain . tp budax uh ase dye masih ade peluang na dpt kan mamat uh . sampaikan budax uh lupe dye da berpunye . sape la yg ta suke bile mamat yg kite crush selame setahun ade depan mate . ditakdirkan lagy yg budax uh gaduh ngn pakwe dye . tbe2 Tuhan takdir kan lagy mamat uh mula cakap ngn budax uh . berbunge aty budax uh . bile lame2 dyeowam kawan . satu ary budax uh sedar yg sampai ble dyeowam skadar kawan . n sampai bile dyeowam na maen2 perasaan camtu sampai ramai yg tertipu . satu malam uh . mamat uh luahkan perasaan dye kat budax uh . antra sedar n ta budax uh saat uh .. happy plus plus ! tp happy uh ta tahan lame sbb budax uh ta caye kat mamat uh . pelik kan . kite bules ta caye kat owam yg kite minat ! but tu lah yg budax uh rase saat uh .

budax uh pikir 'bules ke dye percayekan mamat uh ?' no wonder la lao budax uh still ta caye kan kat mamat uh . sbb mamat uh penah ctew kat dye how mamat uh memanipulasikan girls sbelom ni . so budax uh tanak jd story yg sterus nye ! hurmm . fenimkan ? bydax uh ambil keputusan tuk berbaik2 ngn pakwe dye . then next nyte . mamat uh kol budax uh . mamat uh ckp dye ryndu kat budax uh . tp budax uh lam dilema . sbb budax uh suke mamat uh n mula syg pom . n budax uh pom pk sal pakwe dye yg da byk epy kan hidup dye . still skunk budax uh ta contact ngn mamat uh . sbb masih terkeliru . patot ke budak uh trus kan ase syunx dye kat mamat uh sedang kan mamat uh masih in relationship ngn awex dye ???? ):

BESTIES LIKE PIE ;)

we're said to be TWIN :) hehe ..might be but she's pretty than me .. for sure ! hehe ..

this gang is prayed to be together until death do us apart .. love this gang more than myself (:

ana . eyna . me . iman . aleff . remy . apis . aaja . putt . syah . mirol

laughing with all of u just give me comfort (;

this line of FRIENDSHIP will last forever .

lucky isn't mine ):

the world seem not right these days .. having conflict with him is such a hardest thing that i need get through .. hopefully i still can paid attention in class .. got my result for TOV is such a scary moment .. its became nightmare of mine .. losing the pieces of my 'love' puzzle is hurting me  alot .. i just didn't got the flow of my own mind .. i feel like i'm losing in the dark wardrobe .. alone .. loneliness .. quiet .. scary .. full of tears .. i want to get this right but it doesn't seem working  .. i still working on it .. hopefully it show succes !

loving you is the highlight in my need-to-do list ..missing you is the most important thing to do every single day .. leaving you is never dropped into my mind .. having you in my life is the best thing i have .. to be with you on our date is the sweetest thing that i need it more .. staring at ur face is what i adore to do .. making you smile is my hobby .. heard you laugh is my melody .. walking with you is my exercise .. chit chat with you about nonsense is the funniestt thing that i really adore to do .. to listen to your voice is what i'm addicted to do ..

long long walk !

arini punye la awal aq bgoon .. tanpe memandi kan dri ku yg sememangnye mlas mndi .. kazen aq ajak aq g umah nenek aq .. hahaha .. gosok gg bereh ! hahaha ... bkn sokmo aq wat gtu .. skali skale je .. lepak kat kalangan owam yg ta memandi kan dri masing2 ! hahahha ... adusss ! malu eh my sour nmpak .. patu duk soam umah ase cam owam gile pom ade .. seb baex kazen aq yg mushuxx uh ade .. leh laa wt teman berbicare .. hahaha .. taex ayat ! punye laa musann an .. aq g lepak uma dye plakk kat KDN ..heee ~ lepak2 smpai kawan kpd kazen aq ni ajak ye kuor .. aq sebekk sekoe duk uma ye teman abg kazen aq uh date .. hahaha ! *depan uma jeee ... klakoe laaa .. patu aq kol my SOUR suh amekk .. fuhhh dye punye bagushh an .. amek aq ngn jln kaki .. na kate jaoh uh leh thn ah .. tp ta ase jaoh plak !! hehehehehehehe ~ bese laaa .. sdirix mau engat ye .. smpai hospital aq jln kaki 3 owam .. hahaha klaka tu leh tahan ah .. lenguh uh lg laa leh than .. btw ! i lovu u my SOUR ! mwahcs ~~

iloveyoumorethanyouwillever (:

hurmmm ..akher nya .. baek la jugop aq nun ye .. hahahah .. klakar laa gaduh nun ye ...malam ni g pasar malam then lepak kat hot plate 'spot' .. perghh sedakk mknnan situ .. obakk aq na stop by agy pasni .. skunk ni aq ase kesunyian n kebusanan gila babas ! haha ...... sngguh pom .. nob texting adop kedit .. nob chat adop owam .. ryndu se !! na jumpe meh !!!! hurmmm menonton la pulokk !

bad day !

ary nyh mmg nyesal gile g skool ! da la dtg nun mood yg ta sberape nak ade .. huh ! tensyen2 ! aq tanak gaduh nun kao tp at least paham laa prasaan aq .. aq nyh jenis cepat trase .. wlaopom aq tao owam tu ta berniat na saked kam aty aq tp aq still trase nun owam tu .. da tao aq cmni , takan tade rasional lasom na pujuk aq balek ?? lantak ah owam yg bace blogger aq nyh ckp aq nyh ngader tahap tenuuk skali pom .. tp aq tetap nak suh kao pujuk aq .. susah sgt ke ? bg aq laa .. na pujuk aq tayah laa smpay nak beli gift ke given flower ke ? aq tanak n ta hingin mnde uh sume .. juz hargai prasaan aq .. at least say sorry !! it doesn't cost a millionn ringgit pom .. huhu ! aq maseh leh maaf kan kau lao kau ta wat aq sampay mcm ni terase ! hurmmm ikot pnday laa .. lao kau pk aq value tuk kao .. kau boleh text aq .. lao ta tu .. aq paham laa tu .. :'( ................. story kat skool plakk .. tadi aq nun niat nak study pai .. then buku pai ta bawak pom so aq pom pinjam laa nun mirol .. pastu abue amek dr aq .. bawak pg klaz dye .. nota 'toyol' miro ade kat dlm .. sblum turun smayang td mirol mitakk .. pastu tade 'toyol' uh kat dlm .. aq ase guilty gile baby ah ! aq nak carik tp abue da tulun carik kan .. aq pom wat slamberk ! then aq napak mirol masuk .. aq dgn niat baek aty tye laa dye .. jumpe tak 'toyol' uh .. then dye dgn muke marah ckp "mnde mu ???" ... aq da la ngah ase besalah an .. ase na nges .. than je laa aer mate bertakung ni .. hurmmm .. tulis laa 'toyol' aq plakk .. aq ctew kat iman .. pastu iman ckp tape .. aq pom da lupekan mnde uh wlaopom maseh bekok lam aty .. then g toilet kat lab .. turun uh .. jumpe nick nun parah .. nick ni mmg ta puas aty kuut nun aq sbb sjak kbelakangn ni aq ta rapat mane nun dorang sbb aq rapat nun sek aaja .. aq ta salah kan dyye sbb mmg aq da jaoh dr dorang tp ade sbb .. sbb nye kelas yg jaoh then aq ase ta petim pom aq nyh kat dowam !! dowam g mane2 penah ta ajk aq ???? ta penah .. aq nyh sendirik .. sek2 tu laa yg support aq opmo .. bkn bawu skali ni nick kabo gtu ke aq .. tp myop kali dos .. aq sgt2 trase .. nun muke thn nanges aq sound nick balikk .!

NICK : sara dop kwn dos nun kiter leni !
AQ : mnde nickk ? kalu saie tamoo kwn nun awokk .. saie ta ckp dos nun awk skunk ! saie ta tulun dos ator adios yg paih bg tu kat awk !
NICK sengih2 !
IMAN : bkn gtu nick ! sara ni ramai kwn so tolong laa paham dye skit !

ta ke dye paham yg aq ni ade perasaan !!!!! aq saked + sadis ngat ary nyh ! da la masalah aq nun dye ta selesai lagy .. aq tatau pe kesudahan story nyh ! maybe never end !! maybe ! hurmm .. then aq tatau nape aq tetibe nges ! taleh na tahan sebakk kwn2 wat gniy ! tahan nun trase aty nun mirol agy ! aq ase cam owam ta penah paham pe yg aq ase !!

ape salah aq ??

sleep over uma tok one mmg besh ! tmbah plak ngn kegilaan 2 kazen aq yg da mmg gilaa .. tp yg ta besh .. aq cam ad prob je nun dye .. aq tatau .. smalam dye ade ckp .. yg ayah dye baru balek soo taleh msj .. aq redho ..then ari nyh .. aq tatau pe salah aq sampai satu msj pom dye ta eply .. then aq tunggu dye kat pantai 2jam .. tgop org lain ade pasangan .. just aq je yg duk sowam2 atas motow ! mcm owam bodoh !! msj aq taleh eply ! msj ekah boleh plakk eply .. sape aq untuk kau ?? aq ade perasaan !! jgn layan aq gniy .. betol ke keputusan aq tuk kapel nun kau ?? menyesal ke aq kalao kau layan aq mcm ni ?? bodoh ke aku kalao aq masih sayunx kao ?? aq manusia yg ade perasaan .. sejujur nye aq sedih saat aq tulis post ni .. aq tahan sebak kat tepi pantai .. aq tanak nanges depan owam lain .. seandainya kau bace blog aq saat ni ! AKU NAK KAU TAO BAHAWA AQ LAH MANUSIA PALING SEDIH !! :'( hanye tuhan tao betape aq syunk kao .. sejujurnye aq ta sanggup rase mcm ni !!! saked ! :'(

its doesn't go well ! ):

dizzy ! very dizzy .. i got gastrix last nite n greatfully that i'm oredi got over it this morning ! n noe i'm ALONE ! annoying to myself n i'm get sick of it .. sometime i'm jealous to see my cousin is on her date ..dun knoe why but for sure i'm stil missing my SOUR ! hurmmm ... where he is ?? he was too busy to me next to me .. n me ?? oredi get use to it ! yup ! i hope this situation is not gonna stay like this coz its doesn't work up for our relationship .. i dun want to bumbling bout this coz i have to understand him .. when i said yes * to be his sweet ... so i have to get along with him .. not arguing about something that doesn't seem critical .. hate this feeling ! ):

exam !!!

owosss ! hot topics => exam ... hahhah ... almost a week exam n evrything going very well .. act not very well coz tomorrow i'll sit for my killer subj .... add math .. wish that i can skip that paper so i dun have to pretend like i'm good at it cozz for sure i'm not .. hahah :D who has created add math in this world ?? if i knoe who does . i will ask him/her why must we learn that .. are we use that in daily life ?? i dun think soo .. are we cook with add math ?? are we wash our clothes with add math ? add math just make my life complicated .. ahahah ... ukeh .. now i'm going to prepare for my paper tomorrow .. wish me luck ~ (:

:'(

adusss ! sadis weys .. aq tamoo gniy .. sguh aq tamoo .. gaduh pasal owam lain .. hurmmm .. aq akui mmg lao aq pom aq trase gop tp seikhlas aty aq syunx ye .. bkn men2 !! aq ta penoh tipu ye .. mmg mase tu aq kompius .. tp takan laa aq nak trime nicholas .. dos laa bkn islam .. nakal nop mapuh plokk uh .. aq penoh ckp kat dye yg aq dop sedia ..aq ate gtu sbb aq ta pasti agy mase tu .. bile aq nob ate yg aq syunx ye .. ye plokk ate yg ye takot wat aq sedyh .. aq pom ta gtao ye yg aq syunx sampai laa satu ary tu dop ahu bakpe aq dop malu ngat ... doppasa kabo aq syunx ye .. tp mmg aq syunx ye ... tp akpe susoh ngat nob suh owam caye ke iter ?? hurmmm sadis !! :'( .. ketahuilah bahawa aku sayang kamoo !!!! =.='

again again again

arini tired sesangat .. selepas seharian duk umah mak sdare kat ketey .. planning kazen punye bufdei ... haddoy .. penat ~ arini owam da wat keje masing2 ! so trpakse laa aq duk umah .. nseb baex ayah aq smpay awal .. hahahah ~ aq pom g laa aer terjun yg duk blakang umah tu ..hahahah tp da lame ngidam nak mndy aer terjun .. hahahah .... balek je .. ta masuk umah trus start moto g pantay !! for my (ntah wape kali da date ) hahahahaahh .... sonok gile babas !! my sweetSOUR dtg ngn kazen ye . maq wan .. hurmmm ntah nape .. lpas jupe ye ..mesty ase ryndu sgt2 !! padahal bawu je lpas jupe ye .. hehehe ...... pape un ! shayum my sweetSOUR!

happy .. happy .. happy ..

ariniy aq out ngn mem2 .. act bkn laa mem sgt .. hahaha .. ngan special sumone kuut .. huhu ~ ngn faiz ! yeay ! gumbyra gila ..hahah ...men ombax ngn ye .. then ambil pixca .. aduhai .. alangkah saat itu bules d ulang lg saat nyh !! aq laa manusia plg happy ! ase nye laa .. indah sekali .. pntay yg ta shantex pom ase shantexx .. after nich gone from my head slowly .. noe i've found my sweetSOUR ! hahahaha . nice name haa ?? yup3 ! he's my sweet .. n he's my sour !! love u sanad2 shayum !! hope u'll last longer in mine !

mushan punye olidei !!

urghh ~ tensyen ase eh .. lao gniy baek skool .. ta la musan gniy ngat .. tekan abes ase jiwe  dan rage .. haha ~ maut ayt aq .. aduss .. nak hang out ngn kazen .. mlaz plakk nak bawak moto g sane .. bya laa .. jelez doh ~ kazen aq out ngn pokwe yw .. aq ?? na kuar nana nich weekend gniy .. mustahil ~~ sguh ah ! ade opmo keje toki tu .. tp aq ta kesah sbb mmg aq ta kesah ! hahah ~ ka laa .. tahap kebusanan smaken bertingkat .. perlukan udara luar !

sakit !! :(

aduss ..! huhu ~ first thing aq nax gato yg ari ni adalah ari kesakitan aq .. da laa kaki terseliuh kt paha .. nak jln pom saked + sengal ! lutut plakk wat 'jem' .. nta la strobery ke blekbery !! hahah ~ bluebery kuut .. ase cam owam tue pom ade .. haahh ~ mentang2 daa tue .. last period td time MM .. aduss ! aq lupe yg ckgu suh anta paper one .. aq da HAMPIR  siap tp ta anta pom .. aq ngn ibn- affan je yg ta nata .. op koz laa *kne ngn cekgu !! first kne affan .. aq tgop affan kne 'high-5' je kat blakang !! aq engat aq kne yg sam egaxx .. pastu .. upe2 nye aq kene CUBIT .. sakitt !!!!! lebam sudaa .. k la .. wanna out !

SWEET SEVENTEEN !

ouh ..todei was my..my..my.. day !! wishing everything gonna be fine .. and yes it is .. heheh ~ going to skool with the full ..powerfull ..hopefull strenght .. haha ~ act .. aq hepi sesangat ai nyh .. coz aq da tue pom .. ! sgt !!hha ~ bak ate owam darah nga manis .. bhhaah ~ tade mkne nye .. lao bules aq potong jari n ase darah aq sdirix !! pergh !! no sugar needed !! haha ~ jimat gula uma aq taun nyh .. wekss :P well ! lao aq ta 17 pom .. still sweet !! *smiling alone .. haha ~ biasa laa .. kdg2 owam takot nak jujur .. takot nax ckp yg aq nyh terlalu sweet !! haha ~ cyes ! hurmm hepy .. well lao kowunx ta gtao pom .. i still gotta knoe that .. da mmg nde uh sebaty ngn dri aq ,, cannot be denied ! ahah ~ laughing je aq ai nyh .. but no gift .. not even from him ..(nich) .. ouh cakap sal nich ! kteowam lepax kat pantay td ..(4 owam je ) double couple ! eyt ! kapel ke aq ??? haaa ~ no komen !! :P sweet ngat .. suke ,,men ombak sesame ! adussayum ~ 'snorok' !! hahaha ! well .. dye botax !! udoss sgt2 !! bcoz all this time aq adore glew ambut ye .. hehe ~ tp tape ., theres sumting else yg aq admire sal dye .. hahah ~ his smile .. jln same2 tepi ombak ase bahagie .. haha ~ cannot forget thus moment ! 24th JANUARY !!! be on my mind !! owez ~

bibik lary dr uma ~

note : not my 'bibik' ..hahha ~ nicholas punye bibik sebenar nye .. bab nyh ah ta ley bla ~ *glekek ! ta sangke plakk aq bibik leh lary .. maybe sbb layan family manyak kerenah .. bhahahah ! *jahat ! tade laa ... berdasar kam siasatan yg aq dpt laa .. bibik lary ikuut jantan ! maut ~ hahah ~ ta tahan aq nax shuke nyh .. hahaha !!!!!! tape2 ! aq rela jd bibik uma dye asal kam dpt tgop dye ary2 !! heheeh ~ shuke !! wwawwawa ! tanak aq .. ta tahan ah ngn ye or .. manyak kerenah ! wekss ~ lasom nich odw ke balai polis nak wat laporan .. steatement : KEHILANGAN BIBIK !!! hahaahahahahahahha ~ ta tahan seyh !

mummy :duk depan lappy sapa lewat malam ! pastu bguun lmbat !
aku : *mendiam kan diri sambil nga post lam blogger !

moshi .. moshi ..

tired ~ a word can describe me now .. huhu ~ nax wat camne an .. da mmg fitrah student .. duk laa kutub mane pom .. lao da jd student uh .. mmg penat !! sgt2 !! urghh .. ptg nyh still taleh texting NICH lagy .. aduss ~ dye ade katihan rentas desa plakk .. hurmm !! miss u boi !! a lot .. k la ..musann gilews babas nyh .. tonite aq update lagy my F.A.B.U.L.O.U.S. !!

nicholas !!

i cant stop my hand to type his name .. hahah ~ well i wanna story .. *take note .. he is a hustler !! well yes i swear .. haha ~ missing him is the highlight of my to-do-list everyday .. WTD ~ everyday .. i always wishing him to be by my side .. i not pretty sure why i'm scared to telling my girls about him .. maybe he is not like me ..*i mean .............. urghh ! how wanna explain ? hurmm act * he's non-muslim ..well i knoe its sound silly ..but yes .. i'm crazy crush on him .. ouh guccy ~~ falling for him is like having a stars in my room before sleep and having sunshine in my bed every single morning .. he's not well todei .. well .. i need to get proper sleep too .. bubye mr.blogger !!

chap .. chip ..chop !!

mustard !! urghh ~ tension gile babas bio klass .. hoping time out all the time while sitting on the stonehard chair .. gosh !! its killing me .. let GOD knoe what i'm suffering of .. uhh ~ hands shaking .. my hearbeat is racing like drum !! bum bum bum ~~ tired of create the answers !! hahah ... teachers is like a LION !! ouh ~~ i'm still begging now .. that she out of class .. her shadow still embrace me tight .. no !!!!! i can't live better  !! emotion is uncontrolled anymore .. i'm out of patience .. learning what we not interest in is like dropping acid onto ur pimples !! hahah ~ out of lined !! take me away from BIOLOGY !! its killing me hard !! uhhh ~~ crying wifout song !!

bored !!

ishh ..buusan gilew laa ..hurmm ..ai nyh rentas desa .. fuhh ~ letyh gilew ase .. punye laa smangat td tp hoe ha .. owam kain mangat agy dr itew an . so taleh no un ..hahah ~ sia2 aq lari cam nak rak .. taex ~~ tp besh sbb ade teman nak lari ..haha ~ hurmm .. tbe2 ase sunyi plakk .. ntah nape .. k la .. not in mood to story ..bubye ~~ =)

gumbyra ~~

ary ni epy gilew ..hihi ~~ aq out g pantay moknik ..mmg da bese g sn e tpy ai ni spesel kit sbb aq g ngn sumone !!aq da tanak ctew pape sal sumone uh ..tanak !!!tap kali aq ctew kat blog aq ..mesty jodoh pendex sje ..so tanak laa ...hahah ~tade kaitan lgsung .tpy cyes ..aq tanka ctew ..nal tahu ..ye aq sdirix ..ftf ..hahah ~~tgop ah lu aq ctew dop .haha ~wekss !! tpy ta ase nye ..sbb aq tanak owg to spae ye uh ..my secret ..hanye aq ,,dye and kazen aq je yg tao ..huhuh ~~ uryte !!

t.o.d.e.i ,,

hurmm ..busan ngat ari nyh ..he still in ward ..still tgu dye call ..hurmm ..ym ta on ..i'm so sorry for him ..so sorry ..hadui ..bile la dye nak out ..busan wifout him lol ~
herm hope meet u soon dear ..