fenat !

being wif dis gang just give me some strength to be here . waaa ~ act i'm falling in love right now . falling to my besties . they're my soul . they're the reason why i should stay . stay to be me . sometimes , i feel lonely when i'm not wif them . n i didn't when i'm not wif HIM . HIM is the best way to describe him . haha ~ dunno why . for sure its what the fact that i should swallow now . hes just like shadow in my heart . like du not really exist . but deep in my crazy heart . i'm still crushed on u although u r mine now . i miss ur voice dear ! miss ur laugh . did i too far from u until i cannot heard u . not even ur breath ? here , i beg u pleaseee dun make me keep this distance away n away n away . coz i'm still need u . if u r reading this old , silly blog . hopefully u still can make me adore u . as before ! ):