sumthing broke !

THERES TEARS BETWEEN THE JOYS U BRING ! and now i believe when some ppl said that . n u oredi proved it . thankss for gave me wut i dunot want most ! i'll hold my breath when u asked me to leave  :'(   it's hard  ,  but i will  .  now i'm trying so hard to avoid you  .  its killing me when i need to do the thing that i dumot want  .  coz its hurt me  most  .    i'll remember when asked me to promise not to leave u  .  yess  ,  i'm not  ,  but u are  .   i'm in the darkness right now   .  trying to fing some light  .  no use to cry for sumthing that never come backk  .  how can i lett all this pain out  ???  :'(   i swear to myself not to say 'ILY' anymore coz u hate it  !  and this is the last time i wanna say that word  !  MUHAMMAD FAIZ  ,  i love you mosst !  i wonder if u read this :'(